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Just Make Art, They Say
L.M. Cole
Well, I’m trying. I may as well be
sprouting feathers or potatoes
for the amount of art I’m spouting,
which is about a trickle or maybe
an ooze. Slow as my cramped hand, curled
around a crumpled page. Compelling, this
need to be creating and creating. I could
take a candle burned to char and streak
the soot on my face and call it
art. I would hold an egg in my left
hand until I’ve imbued it with my pulse
or crushed it to pulp and call it
art. Scream into the stream of my
own consciousness, frantically
stagnant.
Try harder,
I hear, though nobody is saying
that part out loud, silent as stars
and just as blurry when I’m paint
deep in the effort of unlocking
all this art. I’ll gather my candles,
my eggs, my thoughts, then
maybe I’ll sprout wings before
I’ve finally made enough art.