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Kapua Iao 1/17/23 Kapua Iao 1/17/23

We are Each Other’s Harvest: Advocacy and Community Care

“We are each other’s harvest; we are each other’s business; we are each other’s magnitude and bond.” ~ Gwendolyn Brooks

Yellow Arrow Publishing would like to announce the next guest editor for Yellow Arrow Journal, Matilda Young. Matilda will oversee the creation of our Vol. VIII, No. 1 issue. Mark your calendars! Submissions open February 1 and the issue will be released in May.

This next issue of Yellow Arrow Journal will explore the overarching topic of advocacy and community care. To learn more about this idea, read Matilda’s words below. The theme will be released next week.

Matilda Young (she/they) is a poet with an MFA in poetry from the University of Maryland. She has been published in several journals, including Anatolios Magazine, Angel City Review, and Entropy Magazine’s Blackcackle. She enjoys Edgar Allan Poe jokes, not being in their apartment, and being obnoxious about the benefits of stovetop popcorn. Matilda’s poem “This Yes, This” was part of Yellow Arrow Journal FREEDOM, and Matilda was our .W.o.W. #7. She was also part of the fantastic Yellow Arrow Writers-in-Residence 2022 cohort.

Please follow Yellow Arrow on Facebook and Instagram for the theme announcement. Below, you can read more about Matilda’s perspectives on advocacy and community care. We look forward to working with Matilda over the next few months.

By Matilda Young

When I graduated college, I knew two things: I wanted to make my career as both a writer and a changemaker.

It didn’t turn out that way, until it did.

I spent many years as a government employee, fact checking legal briefs and researching case law, then writing commemorative emails and copyediting 100-page technical reports (the one about shark finning still haunts me).

Only over the last few years did I find my way into advocacy and writing full time. Even then, even when I found my path to my dream job, I’ve had high highs and low lows. Alongside some of the best, and brightest, and kindest, and funniest, and most passionate people I’ve ever known, I’ve navigated joy, victory, inefficiency, callousness, compassion, and unthinkable tragedy.

I am not the same person as when I started.

Being in LGBTQ+ advocacy has helped me find my way to the truth of my own gender queerness. It has also helped me understand the importance of being open and authentic, not just about my gender and sexuality, but also my struggles with depression and anxiety, about needing help some days to just make it to the next day.

I’ve also got to meet extraordinary people who, in so many different ways, are dedicated to healing the world around them: the Black trans community leader who has fought her entire life for justice and safety; the older lesbian who sat with the dying during the worst of the AIDS crisis and brought them comfort; the ally mom who gives out free hugs to LGBTQ+ people who need them; the D.C. drag queen who organized a fundraiser for abortion access; the young trans man who testified before his state legislature to ask them to stop attacking his identity and community.

Working in advocacy has also helped me begin to recognize my own limitations as an advocate and as an ally. I have made a lot of mistakes. I have learned the lesson of humility over and over again. But there is no shame in that lesson. As the great advocate Cecilia Chung said, “There is always more that I can learn.”

I don’t know if I will always have advocacy as my day job. But I do know that it will always be part of my life. Because it has brought me joy, and friendship, and fellowship, and healing, and hope, and laughter, and discovery. And because I have seen firsthand how our struggles—our survival—are interconnected. Or as the great Fannie Lou Hamer said, till all of us are free, none of us are free.

Another thing I have learned, what so many folks have taught me, is that there are so many ways to change the world. Sometimes it is voting, and marching, and donating. Sometimes it is telling our truth plainly and unapologetically; sometimes it is passing the mic. Sometimes it is checking in on a neighbor, or being part of a mutual aid group, or having the tough conversation with a loved one. Sometimes it is listening deeply and being willing to change.

There is no one way to heal the world; the only requirement is that we try.

There is so much darkness in the world, but even the smallest spark can start a fire.

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Yellow Arrow Publishing is a nonprofit supporting women writers through publication and access to the literary arts. You can support us as we SPARK and sparkle this year: purchase one of our publications from the Yellow Arrow bookstore, join our newsletter, follow us on Facebook, Instagram, or Twitter or subscribe to our YouTube channel. Donations are appreciated via PayPal (staff@yellowarrowpublishing.com), Venmo (@yellowarrowpublishing), or US mail (PO Box 65185, Baltimore, Maryland 21209). More than anything, messages of support through any one of our channels are greatly appreciated.

Kapua Iao 1/10/23 Kapua Iao 1/10/23

SPARK: Generating Heat and Light with Yellow Arrow Publishing’s 2023 Yearly Value

By Mickey Revenaugh

It’s a thrilling thing to newly affiliate with an organization you’ve long admired: Every interaction crackling with shared verve, every discovery shimmering with potential.

It’s also profoundly humbling to join such an organization after it survived widespread yet very specific peril. The global pandemic that killed millions also shut down a beloved physical location, threw budgets into disarray, and sent intimate literary interactions online overnight.

That’s my starting place as new board president for Yellow Arrow Publishing: Equal parts thrilled and humbled to have the opportunity to serve. That’s also what makes SPARK the perfect 2023 value for Yellow Arrow and for me.

As 2022 hit its final stretch this winter, the Yellow Arrow staff and board considered a chunky list of possible values for the new year ahead. The new value had to build on 2022’s AWAKEN, which Executive Director Annie Marhefka reflected on so eloquently a year ago. Previous yearly values include REFUGE for 2020 and EMERGE for 2021—watchwords that trace not only Yellow Arrow’s experience of the last few years but the culture as a whole.

For 2023, SPARK captures the quickening of the pulse we feel now after awakening. Anticipation—possibly even anxiety?—leading to action: Let’s get up. Let’s go, now.

And yet, the truth is that a spark is not a blaze, nor a lit lantern, nor an engine roaring in full throttle. A spark is a precondition, necessary but not sufficient. The immortal poet Bruce Springsteen once wrote, “You can’t start a fire without a spark,” but that was in a different song than “I’m On Fire.”

So Yellow Arrow and I approach 2023 with excited humility. We’re aiming to accelerate recent expansion of our publishing program, including our biannual Yellow Arrow Journal, our chapbook series, and 2022’s successfully launched online journal, Yellow Arrow Vignette—all with extra sizzle provided by our monthly author spotlight .Writers.on.Writing. We’re building out our workshop offerings, including our unique Restorative Writing series and the ever-popular Poetry is Life. And we are finding new ways to ignite creative and communal kindling with in-person events across Baltimore and beyond. All this with an eye toward the financial sustainability that feeds our literary fires.

Together we’ll gently but relentlessly coax Yellow Arrow’s spark of 2023 into full flame, heating and lighting our way through this year of extraordinary promise. Won’t you join us?

Mickey Revenaugh is an education innovator, mission-driven leader, and recovering journalist/current writer of creative nonfiction and fiction. In addition to cofounding a Maryland-based international network of virtual schools, she serves in Board leadership for a New York City charter school, a national charitable foundation, and a global private school. Her writing has appeared in VICE, Chautauqua, Cleaver, Catapult, Louisiana Literature, Lunch Ticket, and many others. She holds an MFA from Bennington College, an MBA from New York University, and a BA in American Studies from Yale. She lives and works in Brooklyn, New York, and can be found online at mickeyrevenaugh.com or Instagram @mickeyrevenaugh.

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Yellow Arrow Publishing is a nonprofit supporting women writers through publication and access to the literary arts. You can support us as we SPARK and sparkle this year: purchase one of our publications from the Yellow Arrow bookstore, join our newsletter, follow us on Facebook, Instagram, or Twitter or subscribe to our YouTube channel. Donations are appreciated via PayPal (staff@yellowarrowpublishing.com), Venmo (@yellowarrowpublishing), or US mail (PO Box 65185, Baltimore, Maryland 21209). More than anything, messages of support through any one of our channels are greatly appreciated.

Kapua Iao 12/20/22 Kapua Iao 12/20/22

2022 Year in Review: Wrapping Up a Year of Change

Dear Yellow Arrow Community,

If asked, I think most people would choose summer or spring as their favorite season, but there is something about the beginning of winter that beckons, that sparks a moment of pause, that promotes a bit of stillness. That stillness is not just an opportunity for reflection, but an opening for what is to come. In the same way we prepare our houses for holiday guests—sweeping the floors and cleaning the oven and dusting off the holiday decorations—at Yellow Arrow Publishing, we are winding down what has been an incredibly fulfilling year and readying for 2023 even more focused on supporting and empowering women writers. But before we clear some space on the shelves for all that is to come, let’s take a moment to look back at all we have done in our 2022 Year in Review.

Each year we select a yearly value that embodies the energy we want to bring into our work, and this year, we selected AWAKEN. We focused on paving a new path forward which included sprinkling some in-person events into the all-virtual programming of the past few years, expanding our Board of Directors and staff, and kicking off new ventures, like expanded workshop offerings and the launch of Yellow Arrow Vignette, our new digital publication.

With Yellow Arrow Journal this year, we first explored the theme of UpSpring with guest editor Rebecca Pelky. A poem that really resonated for me was Zorina Exie Frey’s “Vitamin Seed”:

All this time, everyone’s been going the wrong way.

They build ladders and monuments to rise when what

you really have to do is root down. Grab a handful

of earth. Reel deep. Touch the core. The seed. The

heart.

Zorina’s words reminded me that the heart of what we do here at Yellow Arrow is empower women-identifying writers to tell their stories.

Our latest release of Yellow Arrow Journal, PEREGRINE, focuses on illuminating and reclaiming languages, exploring our authors’ personal connections with language, self, and place. Guest editor Raychelle Heath shared, “As a traveler myself, finding home in places of welcome, the word peregrine feels like it also applies to me, and to this broader human experience that we are all traveling through in one way or another.” We are still gushing over the gorgeous cover art by Daryle Newman, who told us, “I cannot tell you how much I have enjoyed being a part of this publication. I have not spoken to my art for some time so doing the interview was incredibly cathartic, thank you.” We hope you find a little bit of home in the words of these stunning writers and that their voices awakened something inspirational within you—whether that be a desire to take pen to paper, a reflection on what home means to you, or the instinct to take flight and tackle a new adventure.

An UpSpring author shared their appreciation recently: “And thank you for the thorough support and communication throughout—everyone at Yellow Arrow Journal is incredibly hardworking and thoughtful.” We published 47 different writers in Yellow Arrow Journal this year and 19 more in our first-ever digital publication, Yellow Arrow Vignette AWAKEN.

In addition to the journal, we published three incredible poetry collections: The most beautiful garden by Nikita Rimal Sharma, when the daffodils die by Darah Schillinger, and What Is Another Word For Intimacy? by Amanda Baker. We were thrilled that our chapbook authors this year were all from the Baltimore area so we could continue to awaken in our first community. It was great to see them flourish and awaken in their own way. We recently announced our 2023 chapbook authors and can’t wait to share their stories with you and work with them on their journeys as authors.

We spent our spring working with the fabulous 2022 Writers-in-Residence, and we were so inspired by their words that we published a collection of their poetry, I (want to) love you, Baltimore. We are grateful to Arao Ameny, Amy L. Bernstein, Catrice Greer, and Matilda Young for sharing their voices with us.

This year, we were (finally) able to start attending some in-person events again. What fun we had! We had a virtual booth at SMOL Fair, participated in The Lost Weekend Book Festival outside of Greedy Reads in Remington, enjoyed reading and sharing with friends at the Write Women Book Festival, and had Yellow Arrow authors and writers-in-residence read poetry on-stage at the Arts & Drafts Festival at Guinness Open Gate Brewery. But here is what stood out to me: can I tell you how many times a writer tentatively approached our table and when asked if they were a writer, they would respond, “Well, I write. I’m not sure if I would call myself a writer.” This, friends, is exactly why Yellow Arrow exists! We are here to spark your writing journey, to surround you with fellow creatives on similar paths of exploration, to lift your voices.

Yellow Arrow also offers accessible, affordable workshops year-round that foster a sense of community and support among writers in all stages of their creative journey. This year, we listed a total of 26 workshops with topics ranging from the development of craft elements like writing dialogue through the exploration of ars poetica and generative nature poetry. One workshop participant shared, “I felt connected to the other workshop participants and appreciated the diversity of thought and writing styles represented,” and another stated, “I appreciated the wide-ranging poets, moments of interaction among participants, and quiet reflective periods to journal and write.” We also kicked off the year by publishing a collection from the writers in our 2021 Poetry is Life series led by Ann Quinn (our 2022 session continues into February, and we encourage you to sign up; information about the 2023 session will be available next month!). We also just announced a new series that begins in January: Restorative Writing with Raychelle Heath. You can sign up for all six sessions now or join one session at a time. This is a great way to kick off the new year by honoring your writing intentions on a monthly basis in our supportive community!

We introduced some cool, new ways to support our independent press in 2022, like our brand new merch store (go grab a mug!) and our addition to the Amazon Smile program (go add us as your favorite charity and we’ll benefit from your holiday shopping!) and the reopening of Yellow Arrow Journal subscriptions (we'll let you know when 2023 subscriptions open).

I have tremendous gratitude for all the hard work that goes into our programs and publications, and the team behind the scenes who make all of this happen are some of the most talented and passionate individuals I have ever worked with. Our readers, volunteers, interns, guest editors, workshop instructors, and board members have unwavering dedication to Yellow Arrow’s mission, and this is so evident in the wonderful publications we produce and programs we offer. This year, we welcomed additional staff and board members, and also are sadly saying farewell to a few. We are incredibly fortunate to have had Gina Strauss step in as our interim board president for 2022. She has led our team this year with grace, compassion, and such a warmth of spirit that we will undoubtedly still feel the uplifting effects of her contributions for a long time to come. Jessica Gregg, who has been serving as our board secretary, will also be stepping away at the end of the year. Jessica has been such an asset to our team and though we are sad she is leaving the soard, we know she will also remain a part of our Yellow Arrow community.

We are thrilled to introduce our new board president to you, as well as two other new members joining our board, neither of which is a stranger to the Yellow Arrow family! We feel so grateful to have these three incredible talents join our team. Stay tuned for interviews with our new board president, Mickey Revenaugh, our new director of author support, Patti Ross, and our new director of fundraising, Nikita Rimal Sharma.

One final note. Around the literary world this year, we have read stories of small presses and literary institutions closing their doors. The literary arts space is one where we cheer each other on, and we have been saddened to see other organizations that reached a point of financial unsustainability. At Yellow Arrow Publishing, we are pushing on with our mission to support and empower women-identifying writers, and as we do, we are asking for your continued support now and into the new year.

Now, more than ever, we believe in the power of words and literature to amplify women’s voices and share our powerful stories with the world. Our goal is to be as inclusive and accessible as possible to all women-identifying writers, and in order to pay our contributing authors and keep submissions low or nonexistent, we must build up our financial resources. We are thrilled that we have been awarded a creativity grant from the Maryland State Arts Council for 2023, and we continue to apply to other grant and funding opportunities.

Furthermore, we have kicked off a fund drive to support the future of Yellow Arrow Publishing. To help us reach our goal, we are aiming for 50 donors of $50 or more and 10 donors of $100 or more. Funds raised go directly to support our programs, and in 2023 we plan to focus on expanding access to the literary arts for women-identifying writers by:

Offering low-cost, accessible workshops for creatives to explore the craft of writing
Expanding outreach and scholarship efforts to encourage more writers from diverse ethnic and socioeconomic groups to attend our workshops
Offering additional resources for emerging writers entering the literary world
What does your donation accomplish? A $50 donation from you is the equivalent of:
- One free 1-hour event that could be available to up to 25 writers
- Two workshop scholarships
- Five poetry or prose pieces published in Yellow Arrow Journal

We are ever so grateful for your continued support of women-identifying writers. Donate today to help us achieve our fundraising goals!

Yellow Arrow depends on the support of those who value our work; your continued support means everything to us. Donations are appreciated via PayPal (staff@yellowarrowpublishing.com), Venmo (@DonateYAP), or US mail (PO Box 65185, Baltimore, Maryland 21209). You can further support us by purchasing one of our publications from the Yellow Arrow bookstore, joining our newsletter, following us on Facebook, Instagram, or Twitter, or subscribing to our YouTube channel. More than anything, messages of support through any one of our channels are greatly appreciated.

Once again, thank you for supporting independent publishing and women writers.

Warmest Wishes,

Annie Marhefka and the Yellow Arrow Publishing team

Annie Marhefka is a writer in Baltimore, Maryland. Her creative nonfiction and poetry have been published by Lunch Ticket, Literary Mama, Pithead Chapel, Anti-Heroin Chic, and others, and her work has been nominated for Best of the Net. Annie is the executive director at Yellow Arrow Publishing, a Baltimore-based nonprofit supporting and empowering women writers, and is working on a memoir about mother/daughter relationships. You can find Annie’s writing on Instagram @anniemarhefka, Twitter @charmcityannie, and at anniemarhefka.com.

Kapua Iao 12/13/22 Kapua Iao 12/13/22

Gathering the Flock to Sing: Reflecting on PEREGRINE

By Raychelle Heath

My first contact with Yellow Arrow Journal was as a submitter. I have had two poems published within the journal, in the issues ANFRACTUOUS and UpSpring. I also have had the opportunity to teach the workshop Exploring Embodiment: The Ars Poetica in 2022; my Restorative Writing workshop series starts in January 2023—I hope to see you there. I really love what Yellow Arrow Publishing stands for. So when I received the email asking if I would be interested in guest editing PEREGRINE, Vol. VII, No. 2 (fall 2022), I was incredibly excited and delighted. In fact, I almost wondered if it was a mistake. But it wasn’t, and I was more than happy to say yes to going on this journey of curation with the Yellow Arrow team.

The journey of creating PEREGRINE started with me trying to figure out what it was that I wanted to say with this issue. And it just so happened that I was at a point in my creative exploration where I was thinking about language. I was thinking about how we use it, what languages we prioritize, and just what words do on a page. And while that may sound kind of basic for a writer (of course writers think about what words we’re going to use) this felt like a deeper question about connections and community. I wanted to explore what happens beneath the words we use, and editing this issue gave me the opportunity to do that and to ask others about their ideas around the languages that they use, don’t use, and why.

While the seed for PEREGRINE was a question around language, other things came to light as the issue came together. Submissions moved beyond exploring language and questioned who gets to speak. It was so beautiful to be able to read the voices of writers who were grappling with the question of how they had been silenced in certain ways and how they had found their voice again. There were also questions of identity that came up around language and how we express ourselves, not just in words but in how we express ourselves to the world through our bodies, our gender expression, and our relationships. I could not have asked for a more profound experience than being able to read through the variety of explorations of the PEREGRINE theme found in our submissions.

I learned a lot from being at the helm of this curation, one of the most important things being how necessary it is to work with a great team. And what I can say is that the Yellow Arrow team was with me every step of the way as this issue was coming together. From the initial selection of pieces to the final curation and outreach, to the marketing, down to picking the stunning cover that went along with this issue, this team has been an absolute joy to work with. I am so proud of PEREGRINE and what it is offering to the world. I believe that this issue truly gives voice to those of us who are trying to find out who we are and what we want to say.

With PEREGRINE, there are beautiful explorations of homelands; for example, these lines from Kathryn Reese’s “Glasshouse Mountains”: “The Maroochy gives herself to the sea. I trace her shimmering, seeking the mangrove-lined bend my grandfather fished . . .” There are explorations of identity like in Blaise Allysen Kearsley’s “Words to Call a Sweater.” The lines, “You believed in make-believe; the pretend transformed you into something you wanted to see, different from what was there,” remind me of my own time of wishing I could be something else. There are spaces where family ties are explored, such as in Rina Malagayo Alluri’s “Kitchen tales,” where she unpacks her relationship with language through her relationship with her mother: “When I ask why she never taught me, / she explains I was stubborn, / only responded in English / it is so painful . . .”

And there are just beautiful moments of wandering, like in Patricia Falkenburg’s poem “Roaming.” where the lines “no place / in midair / to stay / where we should / trust / come or go / on our own / wings only” invite us to fly away for a spell.

If you haven’t already had a chance to dive into this issue and really allow it to give you a nice warm hug, I hope that you will get a copy. From the cover to the last page, this issue really is a stunning exploration of what it means to be on this human journey.

Paperback and PDF versions are available from the Yellow Arrow bookstore. Discounts are also available (here) if you would like to purchase copies for friends and family (minimum purchase of five). You can also search for Yellow Arrow Journal on any e-book device or anywhere you purchase books, including Amazon and most other distribution channels. And don’t forget to join us for the reading of Fly to Me, Speak to Me: A PEREGRINE reading on December 15 at 8:00 pm EST; let us know you’re coming at fb.me/e/2uBha3laI.

Thank you to everyone who contributed to PEREGRINE and to the many wonderful submitters whose pieces we couldn’t fit into this issue. We look forward to seeing you on December 15.

Raychelle Heath holds a BA in languages from Winthrop University and an MFA in poetry from the University of South Carolina. She uses her poetry and her podcast to tell the multifaceted stories of black women in the world. Raychelle also explores her experiences with the culturally rich communities that she has encountered in her travels. Her work has been published by Travel Noire, Fourth Wave, Yellow Arrow Journal, The Brazen Collective, and Community Building Art Works. She currently works as curriculum director, sanctuary coach, and facilitator for the Unicorn Authors Club. She also regularly facilitates for The World We Want workshop.

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Yellow Arrow Publishing is a nonprofit supporting women writers through publication and access to the literary arts. We recently revamped and restructured its Yellow Arrow Journal subscription plan to include two levels. Do you think you are an Avid Reader or a Literary Lover? Find out more about the discounts and goodies involved at yellowarrowpublishing.com/store/yellow-arrow-journal-subscription.

You can support us as we AWAKEN in a variety of ways: purchase one of our publications from the Yellow Arrow bookstore, join our newsletter, follow us on Facebook, Instagram, or Twitter or subscribe to our YouTube channel. Donations are appreciated via PayPal (staff@yellowarrowpublishing.com), Venmo (@yellowarrowpublishing), or US mail (PO Box 102, Glen Arm, MD 21057). More than anything, messages of support through any one of our channels are greatly appreciated.

Yellow Arrow 12/6/22 Yellow Arrow 12/6/22

Meet the 2023 Yellow Arrow Publishing Pushcart Prize Nominees

The Pushcart Prize honors the incredible work of authors published by small presses and has since 1976. And since then, thousands of writers have been featured in its annual collections—most of whom are new to the series. The Pushcart Prize is a wonderful opportunity for writers of short stories, poetry, and essays to jump further into the literary world and see their work gain recognition and appreciation.

The Prize represents an incredible opportunity for Yellow Arrow to further showcase and support our authors. Our staff is committed to letting our authors shine. Every writer has a story to tell and every story is worth telling. We are so proud of everyone we publish at Yellow Arrow. Without further ado, let’s meet the 2023 Yellow Arrow Pushcart Prize Nominees!

**AMANDA BAKER**

“A coda: Your relationship between you and you is the most important.” *What is Another Word for Intimacy?*
~ Those words of poetry / you said to me / I think you need to turn them around and say them to yourself / and when you’re ready / when you actually believe them / when you love yourself enough / to be the poem / then you’ll be ready for me ~

Amanda Baker is a mental health therapist, 200-hour yoga instructor, and poet from Baltimore, Maryland. She attended the University of Maryland School of Social Work as well as James Madison University. She is also the mother of her four-year old son, Dylan. Her self-published poetry collection, ASK: A Collection of Poetry, Lyrics, and Words, features work from her early teens into her 30s. You can find her on Instagram @amandabakerwrites.

Amanda’s latest chapbook What is Another Word for Intimacy? was just released in October 2022 and can be found in the Yellow Arrow bookstore.

**DIANN LEO-OMINE**

“The Hawk,” *Yellow Arrow Journal* Vol. VII, No. 2 **PEREGRINE**
~ For once in my life, there was no need for language. I will see the place I am from. I will feel the place I am from. I will arrive. ~

Diann Leo-Omine was born and raised in San Francisco, California (Ramaytush Ohlone land), and the colorfully boisterous Toisanese diaspora. Residing now in California’s North Central Valley (Nisenan land), she was awarded a 2022 creative nonfiction fellowship with Rooted and Written at the San Francisco Writers Grotto. She also cocurated and edited the Asian American food zine Lunchbox Moments. Her writing can be found in The Six Fifty, The Universal Asian, Write Now! SF Bay’s Essential Truths, and the BIPOC Writing Party’s forthcoming anthology. You can find her on Instagram @sweetleoomine and Twitter @sweetleoomine, as well as on her website sweetleoomine.com.

Diann contributed her creative nonfiction piece “The Hawk” to Yellow Arrow Journal’s Vol. VII, No. 2 issue, PEREGRINE.

DARAH SCHILLINGER

“the daffodils die,” when the daffodils die

~ what a devastating way to fall in love. ~

Darah Schillinger has previously published poetry in the St. Mary’s College of Maryland’s literary journal, AVATAR, on the Spillwords Press website, in Maryland Bards Poetry Review 2022, and in the first edition of Solstice Magazine. Her first poetry chapbook, when the daffodils die, was released in July 2022 by Yellow Arrow Publishing. Darah is currently Editor-in-Chief of Grub Street Literary Magazine and is pursuing her professional writing graduate degree at Towson University. She lives in Perry Hall, Maryland, with her dog, Moby. You can find her on Facebook @darah.schillinger and Instagram @darahschillinger.

Darah’s chapbook when the daffodils die can be found in the Yellow Arrow bookstore. She also contributed a poem, “i walk home at 10:03 pm,” to Yellow Arrow Journal Vol. VII, No. 1, UpSpring. Darah was the Yellow Arrow 2021 summer publications intern.

**NIKITA RIMAL SHARMA**

“The most beautiful garden,” *The most beautiful garden*
~ Or maybe she has morphed into
a fragrant bush of roses—
enamored by beauty,
guarded by thorns. ~

Nikita Rimal Sharma currently resides in Baltimore, Maryland, and is originally from Kathmandu, Nepal. Professionally, she works at B’More Clubhouse, a mental health nonprofit that is all about working toward reintegration and finding community for adults living with mental illness. Nikita’s first published poem was in Yellow Arrow Journal (Re)Formation from fall 2020. Her first published chapbook, The most beautiful garden, came out in April 2022. She covers themes such as mental health, immigration, and personal growth with a touch of nostalgia. You can find her on Instagram @nikita.playwithwords.

Nikita’s chapbook The most beautiful garden can be found in the Yellow Arrow bookstore. Her poem, “Be You, Beautiful,” can be found in Yellow Arrow Journal’s Vol. V, No. 3 issue, (Re)Formation. She also contributed her work to EMERGE: Pandemic Stories and Poetry is Life. You can learn more about Nikita in her May 2021 Yellow Arrow Journal .W.o.W.

**KAY SMITH-BLUM**

“On Edge,” *Yellow Arrow Journal* Vol. VII, No. 1 **UpSpring**
~ A new foundation will be required. One that rests on individual needs rather than the whole. One that has space for new dreams. The sun casts its sinking spell. The breach shrinks in its glow. ~

Kay Smith-Blum, named Woman Business Owner (NWWA) of the Year 2013, is a recovering retailer writing in Seattle. She coauthored the “Every Man, Every Woman” series of cards and posters published by Schurman Fine Papers and Portal Publications. Kay is the author of two novels of historical fiction, currently out for agent review. Her humorous essay, “Targets,” was nominated by Heavy Feather Review for Best of the Net 2020. Other essays in her “Virus Days” humor series have been published by Pif Magazine, Quail Bell Magazine, and several other fine journals. Her short fiction can be found now or in the future at Fiction Southeast, Yellow Arrow Journal, Change Seven Magazine, and Minerva Rising, among many others. You can find Kay on Twitter @kaysmithblum, Instagram @discerningksb, and Facebook/Linkedin @kay.smithblum. You can also find her on her website kaysmith-blum.com.

Kay contributed her creative nonfiction piece, “On Edge,” to Yellow Arrow Journal’s Vol. VII, No. 1 issue, UpSpring.

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Yellow Arrow recently revamped and restructured its Yellow Arrow Journal subscription plan to include two levels. Do you think you are an Avid Reader or a Literary Lover? Find out more about the discounts and goodies involved at yellowarrowpublishing.com/store/yellow-arrow-journal-subscription. Yellow Arrow Publishing is a nonprofit supporting women writers through publication and access to the literary arts.

Kapua Iao 11/29/22 Kapua Iao 11/29/22

Gratitude is a Divine Emotion: Yellow Arrow Interns

By Kapua Iao

“Gratitude is a divine emotion: it fills the heart, but not to bursting; it warms it, but not to fever.”

from Shirley by Charlotte Brontë

One of the many ways Yellow Arrow Publishing encourages women writers and women in publishing is through inclusion within the organization itself. We welcome (and thrive with) our volunteers and interns, not only for our own benefit but to also (hopefully) provide a prospective future publisher with some necessary tools and knowledge about the publishing world. And even if a volunteer/intern does not plan to continue within the publishing world, the tools and knowledge of working in a women-led, collaborative organization. One that champions the different and the unique. One that looks for partners and allies rather than simple connections (see our growing list of partners here).

As Editor-in-Chief, it would be impossible to organize, create, and publish without the incredible help of our volunteer staff and interns. They provide the thought process behind each journal by picking each issue’s theme and reading/voting on each submitted piece. They then read through the chosen submissions and edit them carefully and thoughtfully, not to change the voice of the author but to ensure that the voice flourishes. They provide continuous feedback and proofread the final product before release. And the same goes for our published chapbooks; the process of forming something for publication is thoughtfully long but fulfilling, nonetheless.

We try to find each volunteer, each intern, space in our organization to grow and flourish in the area they are most interested in (and of course where we need the most help!). Past staff members have worked at our live events and at Yellow Arrow House. They hand bound our publications and put as much love and tenderness into each copy as we could hope. Now that we are a mostly virtual publishing company, they focus on editing as well as writing blogs and press releases. They create promotional material and images for our authors and explore or research for future marketing campaigns, events, and collaborations. And above all else, they support. Not only me but our authors as well. I am so thankful to have had them with me on this journey.

So let’s introduce the fall 2022 interns. Each has my appreciation.

Jackie Alvarez-Hernandez, publications intern

Lives in Frederick, Maryland
*What do you do*? I help with lots of projects! Typically, I’m creating the social media images for events such as National Book Month and the release of upcoming publications such as *What is Another Word for Intimacy?* I also do other work such as updating **Her View Friday**, creating YouTube videos, and keeping track of online reviews for already released Yellow Arrow publications!
*Where do you go to school?* Currently, I’m attending Loyola University Maryland, in Baltimore. I will be graduating soon by the end of the fall semester this year. I’m pretty excited!
*What are you currently working on*? I’m mainly focused on studying and getting through my classes to graduate. Other than that, I am trying to work on some short stories that are a mix of horror and adventure for young adults. Not sure when I’ll consider them complete, though.

Jackie Alvarez-Hernandez is from Frederick, Maryland, and is the youngest of four. She is currently studying at Loyola University Maryland. She loves reading short stories and novels of any genre, though she prefers those that are fictional or in the horror genre. Currently, Jackie is reading a collection of poetry by Ada Limón, titled The Hurting Kind.

She hopes to enter book publishing and help copyedit manuscripts along with assisting in promotion of upcoming books. Jackie’s dream is saving up to live somewhere nice with her fiancé.

Why did you choose an internship with Yellow Arrow?

While I was searching for potential internships, I found Yellow Arrow and was drawn in by their mission statement. Helping women writers and writers identifying as women publish their work, whether in a chapbook or as part of the journal issues, resonated with me immensely. This, along with the chance at learning more about book publishing, was what led me to apply!

You can find me on Facebook @jackie.alvarezhernandez.77 and on Instagram @honestlytrue16.

Beck Snyder, program management intern

Lives in Towson, Maryland

What do you do? I work primarily on the social media aspect, creating graphics and posts to promote events, but I also help with voting on submissions and copyediting for the upcoming journal and write blog posts.

Where do you go to school? I go to school at Towson University, and I’m currently in the first semester of my senior year! I’ll be graduating in the spring of 2023, provided everything goes to plan.

What are you currently working on? I am mainly focused on getting through my senior year of college, but I’ve also been working on putting together my first novel!

Beck Snyder is a senior at Towson University studying both creative writing and film. They are from the tiny town of Clear Spring, Maryland, and while they enjoy small-town life, they cannot wait to get out of town and see what the world has to offer. They hope to graduate by the summer of 2023 and begin exploring immediately afterward.

Nothing’s set in stone yet for the future and Beck is a bit unsure of exactly where they want to be, but they would love to be able to move up to New York City and work on their fiction writing. That novel Beck is working on definitely isn’t ready for publication yet, but hopefully it will be sometime after graduation.

Why did you choose an internship with Yellow Arrow?

I wanted experience in the publishing world since I knew next to nothing about it, and I really admired Yellow Arrow’s mission of elevating the voices of writers who identify as women.

You can find more from me on Instagram @real_possiblyawesome.

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Thank you to everyone who supports these women and all writers who toil away day after day. Please show them some love in the comments below or on Yellow Arrow’s Facebook or Instagram. If interested in joining us as an editorial associate or intern, fill out an application at yellowarrowpublishing.com/internships.

Kapua Iao 11/22/22 Kapua Iao 11/22/22

Reclaiming Language and Place: Yellow Arrow Journal (Vol. VII, No. 2) Peregrine

Raychelle Heath, guest editor of just released Yellow Arrow Journal Vol. VII, No. 2 PEREGRINE had a vision when she first began to formulate her ideas for the issue. She knew that she wanted to focus on illuminating and reclaiming languages, exploring authors’ personal connections with language and home. Something she understood all too well herself. Within the introduction of PEREGRINE, Raychelle writes:

“But it wasn’t until I began to read Lucille Clifton, Nikki Giovanni, and Alice Walker that the words I saw on the page sounded like me and the people around me. It was music that I could understand, and that invited me to participate. I wanted to show up on the page like they did.”

And just like the overarching idea, the issue’s theme—PEREGRINE—fit perfectly. According to Raychelle, “As a traveler myself, finding home in places of welcome, the word peregrine feels like it also applies to me, and to this broader human experience that we are all traveling through in one way or another.” The beautiful artwork on the cover by Daryle Newman (Instagram @daryle_shefloats) and the words within soar to new heights as those included explore language and their personal journeys through their individual voices.

Raychelle was an ANFRACTUOUS and UpSpring poet with her incredible poems “lineage” and “Before the War?” and was our December 2021 .W.o.W. author. She holds a BA in languages from Winthrop University and an MFA in poetry from the University of South Carolina. She uses her poetry and her podcast to tell the multifaceted stories of black women in the world. Raychelle also explores her experiences with the culturally rich communities that she has encountered in her travels. Her work has been published by Travel Noire, Fourth Wave, Yellow Arrow Journal, The Brazen Collective, and Community Building Art Works. She currently works as curriculum director, sanctuary coach, and facilitator for the Unicorn Authors Club. She also regularly facilitates for The World We Want workshop.

We are excited to release the latest issue of Yellow Arrow Journal and privileged to share the voices within. Paperback and PDF versions of PEREGRINE are now available from the Yellow Arrow bookstore. Discounts are also available (here) if you would like to purchase copies for friends and family (minimum purchase of five). You can also search for Yellow Arrow Journal on any e-book device or anywhere you purchase books, including Amazon and most other distribution channels.

Join us for Fly to Me, Speak to Me: A PEREGRINE reading on December 15 at 8:00 pm EST; let us know you’re coming at fb.me/e/2uBha3laI.

We hope you enjoy reading PEREGRINE as much as we enjoyed creating it. Thank you for your continued encouragement of Yellow Arrow Publishing and the women involved in PEREGRINE.

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Kapua Iao 11/15/22 Kapua Iao 11/15/22

Let’s Talk About Fat: A Review of What We Don’t Talk About When We Talk About Fat by Aubrey Gordon

By Veronica Salib, written August 2022

Today, calling someone fat is an insult rather than just a description of their body. Fat is a word we shy away from, a word we hate being described as, a word we whisper. Not for Aubrey Gordon. Aubrey Gordon yells about fat. She doesn’t avert her eyes and ears at the mention of fatness and doesn’t sugarcoat the experiences that come with being fat. In her book, What We Don’t Talk About When We Talk About Fat, Aubrey talks about exactly that. The hidden parts of being fat. The parts that thin people or ‘not fat’ people have trouble comprehending.

In our current society, thin is the desired aesthetic. Everywhere you turn there are ads tailored for weight loss, a slimmer waist, and a smaller body. Influencers market products to make you lose weight fast. Weight loss is applauded. A thinner body regardless of whether or not it’s a healthy body is deemed desirable.

Aubrey is a self-proclaimed and unashamed fat person who started her literary career with her essay series called Your Fat Friend. According to her website, “she published exclusively under the pseudonym [Your Fat Friend] for four years, writing anonymously about the social and cultural realities of moving through the world as a very fat person.”

In What We Don’t Talk About, Aubrey weaves anecdotes about being a fat person into discussions about how institutions discriminate against fat people. The anecdotes, both her own and others, display the truly grotesque ways in which fat people are treated. Each chapter of the book covers a new aspect of fatness. The first starts with a description and anecdote of life as a fat person trying to travel. Aubrey shares stories on the plights of traveling as a fat person and goes on to explain the systemic discrimination against fat people.

Openly mocked, judged, bullied, and disregarded, fat people are often met with a lack of empathy that Aubrey highlights in her book. In addition to describing the discrimination, later chapters of the book explore further themes such as public health rhetoric around fatness, diet culture, the common commentary on what fat people eat or look like, concerns of fat people on desirability, and medical bias against fat people.

Aubrey’s book highlights the difficulties of being a fat person. She describes inequities and discrimination in all aspects of life from traveling to healthcare. Despite all the negativity Aubrey concludes her book on a hopeful note. At the start of her last chapter, she says, “There is a world beyond this one. In that world, diversity in size and shape are understood to be part of the natural variance of human bodies, from very fat people to very thin ones. So, too are fluctuations in weight.” She goes on to outline ways in which our society can move away from its fatphobic ways. Her recommendations include plans to criminalize discrimination based on weight, improved access to healthcare and public spaces, awareness of and cessation of fat violence against kids and adults, and the banning of dangerous weight loss drugs.

As I am on my own journey of loving and accepting the body I live in, Aubrey’s words deeply resonated with me. While my body is not very fat and I will never fully understand the struggles that very fat people deal with, I do not have a thin body.

Aubrey’s words have empowered me to accept my body the way it is. Her words and stories have validated the feelings I have living in a size 14 body while society says anything above a size 4 is unattractive. It taught me that I don’t have to live in one of two extremes. I don’t have to starve myself until I am a size 4. On the flipside, I don’t have to fake complete happiness. My body can just be a body, not a measure of my worth.

While this book may have filled me with unbridled rage at the never-ending negative experiences based on size, it also provided me with a light at the end of the tunnel. Despite society’s lack of love for bodies like mine, there are people working tirelessly to make space for them, and make sure it is well cared for and accepted. With activists like Aubrey, there will come a day in which fat is just a word. There will come a day where I no longer resent the body I was given, where I am unwavering in my love for the body that I live in. there will come a day where my body is just a vessel for my being rather than a visual representation of my worth.

Veronica Salib was the summer 2022 publications intern at Yellow Arrow Publishing. She works as an assistant editor for a healthcare media company. Veronica graduated from the University of Maryland in 2021 and hopes to return to school and obtain a master’s in publishing.

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Kapua Iao 11/8/22 Kapua Iao 11/8/22

Fifteen Seconds in the Woods

By Beck Snyder, written September 2022

I am walking toward the forest in the middle of a chilly November night. Gravel crunches underneath my foot, completely unseen, and the path ahead is lit only by the small flashlight my phone provides. The light lets me catch a glimpse of the rundown white barn I’m passing, one that is hopefully empty, and I am beginning to wonder if having the flashlight on is worse.

Here’s the thing about me—I have a lot of bad ideas, and most of the time, I’m stubborn enough to go through with them.

Having a creative mind does that to you, I think, especially when given a prompt. Mine was simple: go to a location, take that location in, and write about it. Then, go to the same location when something was different (time, weather, amount of people there, etc.) and write about it from that new perspective.

That prompt and a few rejected ideas later led me to now, walking out towards Fairview Mountain past midnight, armed with nothing more than a flashlight, a journal, and a pen to jot down any notes. A terrible idea? Yes. Obviously. Anyone who’s seen more than 30 seconds of a horror movie could tell you that much, but I’d already been up on one of the mountain’s hiking trails earlier that week with the very same notebook and pen in hand, and as the sun shone above me, I’d felt more relaxed than I had since I headed off to the figurative mountain of work college laid out before me. How much different could the experience be at night, especially if I was bringing along a light source of my own?

Very.

The path continues past the barn, gravel and pavement giving way to packed dirt and grass that was just tall enough to need to be mowed again. I am relatively safe for the moment, with most of the forest still a fair distance away as I make my way through the meadow that sits next to a fishing lake. Claustrophobia has yet to set in, but I can still hear the chirping of nearby, unseen crickets, and a faint buzzing noise that reminds me of cicadas, but it’s far past their season. When I came here during the day, the tweeting of birds and buzzing of insects was a reminder of life, of how much this forest sustained. Now, it only sends a chill through my bones as I am reminded of just how many creatures are around that are beyond my sight.

But I am determined to continue. It is one of the few times my stubbornness has outweighed my anxiety—though, I suppose, my anxiety had a hand in keeping me moving forward. This writing prompt is one for a creative nonfiction class, one taught by my favorite professor, a man we all call Ben. The first time I was in his class, he told me he was impressed by my work. I don’t want to let him down.

I press on past the lake. It’s a cloudy night out tonight, and there is no reflection of the moon within the still, silent water. There is only my flashlight to illuminate it, and the stillness feels uncomfortable. People come up to fish on this lake constantly. There’s supposed to be something alive in there, but not even the reeds sprouting up along the edges are moving. The air itself is dead around me and trying not to think about it only makes it all the more noticeable.

I move on. Just past the lake and the meadow lies the final sign of civilization before plunging into the depths—the road that leads further up the mountain to the Outdoor School. I walked up this road once in fifth grade, followed by a pack of other fifth graders dragging duffle bags behind them, ready to spend our first full week away from home learning about identifying plants, going on hikes, and playing games about the food chain. As I continue along it, I catch sight of the pavilion where we played Predator/Prey, in which I was given the role of omnivore. I still remember the exact bush I was trying to hide behind before I was spotted, my hiding place announced to the enemy carnivores by Hunter, who ironically, was an herbivore. I can spot it now, just barely illuminated by one of the flickering street lamps.

I stop for a moment underneath that same street lamp. I’m not sure what stops me here—maybe I’m clinging to the last beam of light I’ll have before I am left alone with only my flashlight. Maybe I want to stay in the familiarity, here outside of the pavilion where I lost a game I was determined to win, all because I’d worn snow boots that I couldn’t run in. Perhaps I should have chosen this spot for my prompt. It’s more open and illuminated, has more memories tied to it—

But I didn’t choose this place. I chose to walk down the hiking trail into the forest for a more authentic prompt, one in which I had no previous memories, and at this moment, as I stare down at the little wooden arrow sign painted dark red pointing down the trail, I can’t remember why.

Ben, I think, as I suck in a terrified breath. I cannot disappoint Ben.

I start down the trail. The light from the street lamps behind me quickly disappears, covered up by the countless tree trunks and branches that seem to close in behind me. Fallen autumn leaves crunch under my feet, and while the noise gives me joy in the daylight, now it makes me cringe. I do not want to be heard. Not by whatever creature could be lurking just outside of my flashlight’s beam.

My mind, of course, is no help. A few of the tree trunks have hastily spray-painted circles and arrows decorating their trunks. They are meant to be guides, a sign that you are headed down the right path, markers to show where you’re going and where you’ve been. In the darkness of night with no moon overhead and only a flashlight, however, my brain has not-so-helpfully dragged forward memories of horror stories that kept me awake at night in middle school and suddenly reminded me of just how similar my current situation is to Slenderman.

I speed up. My spot is about a five-minute walk down the path at a casual stroll, I make it there in half the time, my breathing just as quick, and after an extra 30 seconds of deliberation, make up my mind and switch the flashlight off. It is worse, I think, if I were to turn around and see something than it would be to sit in pitch-black darkness and hope nothing is there. Ignorance is bliss and all that.

Last time, in the sun, I sat out here for 30 minutes. This time, my heart pounding in my chest as the darkness seems to constrict around me, I decide I will force myself to sit still for 30 seconds. I will sit here, listen to the sound of distant bugs and bats that I will not see, feel the cool, still air against my arms, and collect just enough information to write about it.

One . . . two . . . three . . . four . . .

I’m calming down, the longer my timer goes on inside my head and nothing terrible happens. No supernatural creature is lurking behind one of the tree trunks to kill me. It is simply me, the crickets, and the moonless sky. There is something almost beautiful about being entirely alone like this on a night as close to silent as the forest can get. It feels as if I am the last human on Earth—

A twig snaps on 15.

My stubbornness finally loses the fight, and I bolt. I tear back through the hiking trail, down along the road, past the lake, and across the meadow as fast as my legs will carry me. I do not stop until I am past the old white barn, and there, I double over to gasp for air, my lungs heaving as exhaustion takes over from adrenaline.

I am left with one comfort: those 15 seconds will be enough to write a complete prompt.

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Kapua Iao 11/4/22 Kapua Iao 11/4/22

Her View Friday

Yellow Arrow Publishing supports women-identifying writers from a wide variety of backgrounds, not just because it’s the right thing to do, but because it makes us stronger. Women’s voices have historically been underrepresented in literature, and we aim to elevate those voices and stories through our programs, publications, and support.

Part of our mission in supporting and uplifting women writers is to promote the Yellow Arrow community’s individual accomplishments. We’d like to further expand that support and promotion outside of our Yellow Arrow publications. Twice a month, we’d like to give a shout out to those within the Yellow Arrow community who recently published:

single-author publications
single pieces in journals, anthologies, etc.

You can support our authors by reading this blog and their work, sharing their news, and commenting below or on the blog. Congratulations to all the included authors. We are so proud of you!

Every writer has a story to tell and every story is worth telling.

Author: Miriam Edelson

Tell us about yourself: I am a neurodivergent writer, settler, and mother living in Toronto, Canada. My literary nonfiction, personal essays, and commentaries have appeared in The Globe and Mail, Toronto Star, various U.S., U.K., and Canadian literary journals, and on CBC Radio. My first book, My Journey with Jake: A Memoir of Parenting and Disability, was published in April 2000. Battle Cries: Justice for Kids with Special Needs appeared in late 2005. I completed a doctorate in 2016 at the University of Toronto focused on mental health in the workplace. My latest book, The Swirl in My Burl, a collection of essays, was published in October 2022.

Where are you from: Toronto, Canada

What describe your main writing space: It’s a mess right now—filled with papers, books, and a variety of objects. I need to clean up!

What did you just publish: I published The Swirl in My Burl. You can find it at miriamedelson.com.

Tell us about your publication: It’s published by Adelaide Books of New York (October 2022), a creative nonfiction collection of personal essays exploring growing up, mental health, parenting, nature, and politics.

Why this book? Why now? How did it happen for you? This book is a collection of essays that I’ve been writing over the last few years. Most were published previously in various journals, including “Art in the Maelstrom of Mothering” by Yellow Arrow in EMERGE: Coming into View.

What is a burl? A burl originates from a tree that is stressed. It may be caused by an injury, virus, or fungus. The burl is formed coming out of the side of the tree when the grain of the tree has grown in a distorted or unusual manner. It is a round knotty growth that when polished is full of swirls and beauty. There is an entangled splendor underneath the bark and craftspeople say that it can take 30 years for the burl’s full beauty to emerge.

The swirl in my burl is my life stories, my children, my joy and pain. Through my writing I shine a light on that jumble of memory, fact, and emotion, searching for truth. Like my stories and myself, the burl wood grain is twisted and interlocked, resistant to splitting. I look upon it with wonder as it teaches me to find strength in its misshapenness.

What is your writing goal for the year: To continue writing from the heart.

What advice do you have for other writers? Be persistent. Expect 10 rejections for every acceptance. Don’t lose hope!

What else are you working on/doing that you’d like to share: I am editing a new collection titled Deep Roots, New Threats: Confronting the Rise of the Right in Canada. I’ll need to fashion an introduction and conclusion for this project, as well as edit others’ work.

You can find Miriam on her website at miriamedelson.com.

Yellow Arrow (past and present) board, staff, interns, authors, residents, and instructors alike! Got a publication coming out? Let us help celebrate for you in Her View Friday.

Single-author publications: here.

Single pieces: here.

Please read the instructions on each form carefully.

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Kapua Iao 11/1/22 Kapua Iao 11/1/22

Meet the Yellow Arrow Publishing 2023 chapbook authors

By Kapua Iao

For the past few years, we have been busy creating chapbooks! In 2020, Yellow Arrow Publishing released its first two chapbooks: Smoke the Peace Pipe (Roz Weaver) and the samurai (Linda M. Crate). Learning how to navigate the world of single-author publications and getting to know the authors was truly rewarding. Roz and Linda were and are fantastic writers and fantastic women. In 2021 we published three more incredible collections, No Batteries Required (Ellen Dooling Reynard), St. Paul Street Provocations (Patti Ross), and Listen (Ute Carson). This year, we had the privilege of working with three local, Baltimore authors with their collections, The most beautiful garden (Nikita Rimal Sharma), when the daffodils die (Darah Schillinger), and What is Another Word for Intimacy? (Amanda Baker).

Given all the fantastic authors we’ve worked with one on one, we couldn’t wait to review and choose our 2023 chapbook authors. The review committee blindly read through 79 submissions, and every chapbook was heart-filled and personal. And because we consider everyone that publishes with Yellow Arrow family, we spent much time really thinking about our decision. From these initial submissions, we created a longlist of 20 chapbooks then a shortlist of 10 chapbooks (see below for our longlist and shortlist), eventually selecting three to publish in 2023. It was difficult to email every submitter letting them know our decision (writing an acceptance email is as hard as a decline as you never know how either message will be received), but the process is done, and we are so excited to work with the three chosen.

So, without further ado, let’s meet the 2023 Yellow Arrow chapbook authors!

**Ann Weil**

*Lifecycle of a Beautiful Woman*

coming April 2023

Ann Weil writes at her home on the corner of Stratford and Avon in Ann Arbor, Michigan, and on a deck boat at Snipe’s Point Sandbar off Key West, Florida. Her work has been nominated for Best of the Net and appears in more than 45 journals and anthologies including Crab Creek Review, Bacopa Literary Review, Whale Road Review, Shooter Literary Magazine, Eastern Iowa Review, and DMQ Review. Ann earned her doctorate at the University of Michigan and is a former special education teacher and professor of education. Read more of Ann’s poetry at annweilpoetry.com.

Lifecycle of a Beautiful Woman explores beauty, womanhood, loving, living fully, and ultimately, aging, from the perspective of a 61-year-old woman (me!).

When did you first realize words have power?

Ha! Great question. I first realized words have power at the age of seven when I won a contest for my poem “Wobbly the Pumpkin Witch.” That was a big day for me, and I still remember the words to that poem (my 85-year-old mother does, too!). But seriously, words have always been important to me, first as a reader—my favorite pastime ever. Little Women slayed me as a teen and when I was introduced to Mary Oliver as a young mother, my life was truly transformed. Imagine that! Poetry can change your life. As an academic, I poured myself into my research and wrote scholarly articles for the field of special education, but my right-brained heart couldn’t wait to get back to reading and writing poetry. Writing has become my daily joy, and joy is its own source of power, right?

Shantell Hinton Hill

Black girl magic & other elixirs

coming July 2023

Shantell Hinton Hill is the ultimate Renaissance woman. An engineer turned pastor, Shantell situates her work at the intersections of social justice, public theology, and Black feminism/womanism. A native of Conway, Arkansas, Shantell is married to Rev. Jeremy Hill. They recently welcomed their first child, Sophie June, to their growing family. Shantell obtained a Master of Divinity from Vanderbilt Divinity School. She also earned a Bachelor of Science in Electrical Engineering from Vanderbilt University and a Master of Science in Electrical Engineering from Colorado State University.

She is a proud member of Delta Sigma Theta Sorority, Inc., and the National Society of Black Engineers. She is also an ordained minister in the Christian Church (Disciples of Christ). Her vocational experiences include work as a process control engineer, a Bible teacher, and as Assistant University Chaplain at Vanderbilt University. At Winthrop Rockefeller Foundation, Shantell focuses on community engagement, faith-based coalition building, and narrative change to imagine more just communities in Arkansas. In her spare time, Shantell is also a freelance writer/author and curates digital content that centers the wholeness and thriving.

Black girl magic & other elixirs is a poetry collection that uplifts the embodied experiences ranging from Black girlhood to womanhood, particularly in the context of growing up in the 90s in the American south. The collection brings to bear the often-unspoken truths about the survival, wit, and skill Black girls and women develop in a world dominated by a myriad of interlocking oppressions. Additionally, this collection seeks to pay homage and build upon the revolutionary work of Black women authors, poets, leaders, and culture bearers. The thematic story arc is an in-depth journey into the nuances of the over-popular term “Black girl magic” juxtaposed with the struggle to realize a world where such magic would no longer need to exist. I am hopeful this collection illustrates that I am passionate about the intersections of justice, storytelling, ethics, and Black women’s spirituality.

When did you first realize words have power?

I started writing my first novel when I was eight or nine years old. I vividly remember writing neatly lined words onto a yellow notepad of a story about a little girl who runs away and forges an adventurous life on her own. It was the summertime, and I was spending several weeks at my grandparents’ house in Greenwood, Mississippi. Besides languishing in the oppressive jim crow-esque heat, there was nothing to do except sit in the front room and listen to the ticktock of 60 Minutes or the gospel messages of John Hagee—my grandfather’s favorite shows to watch while he was sleeping soundly in his folding chair. In those days, my grandfather’s words were law. and his wishes were sovereign.

But in my novel, I created the storyline, characters, and themes that transported me to a place where I could make decisions, take risks, and make-believe other people whom I understood and who I could pretend understood me. Writing gave me license to be big. It gave me the agency to be the commentator of my world rather than a passive participant in a world controlled by others. Discovering my gift for writing unlearned my eyes to see beyond the here and now. And it remains one of the most powerful tools I use today.

**Cassie Premo Steele**

*Swimming in Gilead*

coming October 2023

Cassie Premo Steele, Ph.D., is an award-winning ecofeminist author of 16 books and audio programs ranging from novels to poetry and nonfiction and scholarship. Her novel, The ReSisters, published by a small, independent press in Maine, was a #1 bestseller on Amazon in the category of books for young people combating prejudice and racism. We Heal from Memory, her scholarly work published by Palgrave, advanced ideas about the power of poetry to heal individual and collective trauma 20 years before these ideas were introduced into the mainstream. Her nonfiction book, Earth Joy Writing, published by Ashland Creek Publishing in Oregon, continues to sell well seven years after publication and is available for sale at Congaree National Park, where she leads seasonal forest journaling workshops. Her poetry has won numerous awards, including the Archibald Rutledge Prize named after the first Poet Laureate of South Carolina, where she lives with her wife.

In the summer of 2020 as the pandemic was raging, Cassie joined a group of six women—three from Canada and three from the United States, four white and two women of color, and five lesbian and one straight—to sit and write together by Zoom once a week. They were strangers who came together during the loneliness and terror of that time and in the process, they helped each other survive.

They called themselves the Gilead Sisters.

The poems in Swimming in Gilead were written under the loving kindness and acceptance of these women who became “her eye” for each other. By opening into vulnerability, the poems show readers how to “swim in Gilead” with hope and perseverance as our rights as women are taken away.

When did you first realize words have power?

I was a child under the shadow of Watergate. In fact, I suggested putting blue construction paper on the floor and a white fence on the walls to decorate the classroom for parent night when I was in kindergarten. I knew even then that words have power—to empower and disempower, to reveal truths and cover lies, to help people and to hurt them.

I took these insights with me as I grew, and I used them to help me through a difficult childhood and later incidents of sexual assault. Poetry was always the medicine that helped me gain clarity, find healing, and rediscover my power.

The poems in Swimming in Gilead show that combination of vulnerability and authority as each poem reveals the deeper truths that allow readers to live with courage and a renewed connection to their creative fire.

We can’t wait to work with Ann, Shantell, and Cassie next year but definitely have to acknowledge all the incredible collections we received in the summer. In particular, we would love to give a shout out to our shortlisted and longlisted authors.

Meet our shortlisted authors:

Lorena Caputo

Shelby Catalano

Susan Cummins Miller

Theta Pavis

Melanie Weldon-Soiset

Sophie Zhu

And our longlisted authors:

Priscilla Arthur

Carol Barrett

M.M. Buckner

Margaret Cantú-Sánchez

Carolina Hospital

Saadia Khalid

Diane Payne

Ana C.H. Silva

Richelle Lee Slota

Ellie White

Such incredible writing! Thank you to everyone who took the time to send your words to us. It was a pleasure to read what you put on the page.

Every writer has a story to tell and every story is worth telling. We are so proud of everyone we publish at Yellow Arrow. You can learn more about all our authors here and support them by purchasing publications in the Yellow Arrow bookstore.

Yellow Arrow 10/28/22 Yellow Arrow 10/28/22

Her View Friday

single-author publications
single pieces in journals, anthologies, etc.

You can support our authors by reading this blog and their work, sharing their news, and commenting below or on the blog. Congratulations to all the included authors. We are so proud of you!

Every writer has a story to tell and every story is worth telling.

“When My College Roommate Visited Peru” by Joanne Durham from Prince George’s County, Maryland

Genre: poetry

Name of publisher: Gyroscope Review

Date published: October 1, 2022

Type of publication: print and online

gyroscopereview.com/welcome/issue/

“Deeda” by Ute Carson from Austin, Texas

Genre: poetry

Name of publisher: 34th Parallel Magazine

Date published: October 3, 2022

Type of publication: print and online

magcloud.com/browse/issue/2308621

“Called Into the Office to Meet My First Woman Boss” by Joanne Durham from Prince George’s County, Maryland

Genre: poetry

Name of publisher: Quartet Journal

Date published: October 5, 2022

Type of publication: online

quartetjournal.com/current-issue

You can find Joanne on Twitter @DurhamJoanne and on Instagram @poetryjoanne.

“The Waiting Room,” “Graceful Light,” “An Old Woman’s Body,” “Earth Beneath My Feet,” and “The Rainbow Tree” by Ute Carson from Austin, Texas

Genre: poetry

Name of publisher: Indolent Books

Date published: October 17, 2022

Type of publication: online

indolentbooks.com/a-river-sings-ute-carson-10-17-22/

Want to learn more about Ute? You can find her on Facebook @ute.carson.

Yellow Arrow (past and present) board, staff, interns, authors, residents, and instructors alike! Got a publication coming out? Let us help celebrate for you in Her View Friday.

Single-author publications: here.

Single pieces: here.

Please read the instructions on each form carefully; we look forward to congratulating you!

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Kapua Iao 10/25/22 Kapua Iao 10/25/22

Meeting Baltimore: Finding a Literary Sense of Place

By Sydney Alexander, written August 2022

I came into my internship at Yellow Arrow Publishing this summer with a few goals. Given my interest in English and creative writing, I wanted experience in the publishing world, from marketing to editing. I hoped to connect with published writers and get involved with my local community through events. However, the biggest pull factor for me was the opportunity to learn about Baltimore, the city Yellow Arrow is based in. I grew up in Howard County, where the city was a neighbor, not a home. Returning from my first year of college in Vermont, my goal was to get to know Charm City, and I am pleased to say, I did just that.

I didn’t come to my internship with a sole interest in English. As a geography major, I took classes at UMBC during the summer, learning the basics of ArcGIS which, put most simply, is a tool to make maps and analyze data. What this means is that, when I was not working on various tasks for Yellow Arrow, I was looking at a lot of maps of Baltimore. A lot!

Though geography and publishing may seem to have few overlaps, I feel that these two experiences supplemented each other greatly. It is one thing to look at a map of a place, analyzing streets, population demographics, buildings, vegetation—anything that may be quantified in points, lines, or polygons. Yet that was only one way to get to know the city. Sure, I knew objectively—in shapes, numbers, and statistics—what Baltimore was like, but I hardly knew anything beyond that. Yellow Arrow became the literary lens through which I met Baltimore.

Through my internship, I discovered a whole network connecting various literary nodes of the city, visiting local libraries and bookstores, including the Ivy Bookshop and Greedy Reads. I even learned of Yellow Arrow’s partnerships with many of these places. I attended the Guinness Arts & Drafts Festival, where I wandered past stalls of local artists selling their art, listened to Baltimore-based music groups, and watched as Yellow Arrow poets read their work. There, women writers in the Yellow Arrow community told me of their homes in Federal Hill and on St. Paul Street. From all this, a new image of the city began to sublimate in my mind. It was a place where women lived, worked, and wrote. Women were inspired here.

As the summer 2022 Event and Community Engagement Intern, most of my work for Yellow Arrow revolved around social media, creating posts, and scheduling events. However, I was still given the opportunity to try my hand at copyediting with Yellow Arrow’s writers-in-residence’s 2022 publication, I (want to) love you, Baltimore. Here, the writers-in-residence explored their relationships with the city. I discovered that it was both something like what it was to me, yet still something different.

To me, Baltimore is a seaport with colorful row houses rearranging the visible light spectrum. It is the elegant homes of Roland Park, where old trees arch their backs over bike lanes and traffic. It is Miss Shirley’s on Cold Spring Lane and Atomic Books in Hampden. Stereotypically, Baltimore is the Old Bay and crab paraphernalia at every turn. It is the husk of a building where there once was a Barnes & Noble; it is the curvature of the beltway cinching around the city’s perimeter and I-83 South feeding into the streets.

To the writers-in-residence, Baltimore is still a city framed by ramped highways (I-95, to name another). It is still a place of home-cooked food, music, and bookstores. But to these women, it is also the neighborhoods I have not visited: Fells Point. Druid Hill. Canton Park. Baltimore to them is also the city lights gilding late night activity; it is the parks for dates and heartbreak. My mental map filled itself in.

All this is to say, I realize now how important a sense of place is to writing. Many great authors draw upon their home states in their writing: Karen Russell writes of the Everglades in Florida, where she grew up; Charles Frazier of the Blue Ridge Mountains in North Carolina; Beth Wetmore describes the bleak lands of Odessa, a small town in West Texas; Stephen King is all but synonymous with Maine. Their depictions of their home states suggest an intimate understanding of life in these places. In some ways, reading their work—and reading the poems of our Writers-in-Residence—feels like a guided tour from a local. Yellow Arrow, where women write Baltimore, has gifted me with a more intimate relationship with the city.

Now, as I near the end of my internship, I think, Baltimore, charmed to meet you!

To learn more about Baltimore and places to write see a blog written by Vignette Managing Editor Siobhan McKenna: yellowarrowpublishing.com/news/inspiring-locations-to-write-baltimore-mckenna. And join us tonight for the reading of I (want to) love you, Baltimore. Learn more and RSVP here.

Sydney Alexander is a rising sophomore at Middlebury College in Vermont studying English and geography. She grew up in Ellicott City, Maryland, but enjoys the fact that she has lived all over the country, including North Carolina, California, and Wisconsin. Her work has been published online in Hunger Mountain Review.

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Kapua Iao 10/18/22 Kapua Iao 10/18/22

Reasons why I write

By Nikita Rimal Sharma, written July 2022

I don't know how and why the habit started, but I have always had a memory of a notebook and a pen in my vicinity. There have been all kinds of notebook throughout my lifetime. Regular composition, hand-me downs, leather bound, spiral. In the past few years, a Google Chromebook has also accompanied me on days that my thoughts in my head are too fast. However the notebooks look like on the outside, or what form my words take, digital or analogue does not really matter. I just write and fill them with words, my words.

The content has its own variety. Depending on where I am at in life, it seems to take a form of its own. Somedays, it’s a big brain dump of things to do; grocery lists, plants to water, or paperwork I am trying to avoid. It includes my plans and intentions for the days to come, my dreams, hopes, goals, and everything in between. Most days, it’s a reflection on how my life is going. I reflect about events, what has been influencing me or what I am obsessed with. I think and try to make sense of a conversation I had, a life lesson I learned, or I let flow my stream of consciousness. I write about good feelings, when I am filled to the brim with gratefulness, positivity oozing out of my words. I write about my worst fears, moments of defeat and hopelessness when I can’t seem to make sense of the world around me. While processing my thoughts, I also doodle (the few things I know how to draw) while I am writing. These accompanying images may be different versions of a smiley face, floral patterns, hearts, and even stars.

And there is also poetry within the pages. Focusing entirely on a set of words and feelings and turning them into a more structured set of paragraphs never fails to exercise my creative muscles. After the pages are filled, I go through each notebook and tear out the pages that could lead into something more: a poem, a social media post, or just an idea for later. The rest goes into my recycling bin, forgotten once I’ve reached this step.

This is the only way I have known how to live and want to live. All aspects of my life on paper, some wording carefully crafted, some just blurted out. I will continue to do this because this is the only way I know how to be.

There are several reasons why writing has always been present in my life. It is how I take mental snapshots of celebratory moments such as weddings or graduations; let out my heartaches, grief, woes of depression and anxiety; or marvel at the little things that bring me joy. My mind is usually a tangled necklace with knots in several places, crumbled, unaware of its becoming. When I write, each knot starts to loosen and things finally start to make sense. The jumble in my mind straightens and sorts itself to categories. Deeper emotions and rage turn into poetry, random thoughts turn into ideas for living and writing more, to-do lists that seemed to never end now have a clear direction that I can follow without feeling overwhelmed. My memories and stories get a permanent home. When I write is when I get to feel, heal, and sort myself out and make way for more abundance in my life. It gives me a chance to figure myself out, move on from one phase or season to another and ground myself. However, I wouldn’t write if it didn’t give me one thing: joy, pure joy!

Why do you write?

Nikita Rimal Sharma’s sources of joy include lots of writing, contemplating the meaning of life, running as often as her knees let her, hiking, walking, and spending time with her Pitbull Terrier, Stone. Nikita currently resides in Baltimore, Maryland, with her husband and works at B’More Clubhouse, a community-based mental health nonprofit. She is originally from Kathmandu, Nepal. Her debut chapbook, The most beautiful garden was published by Yellow Arrow Publishing in April 2022.

Get your copy of The most beautiful garden today at yellowarrowpublishing.com/store/most-beautiful-garden-paperback.

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Kapua Iao 10/11/22 Kapua Iao 10/11/22

Unexpected Moments: What is Another Word for Intimacy? by Amanda Baker

Yellow Arrow Publishing announces the release of our latest chapbook, What is Another Word for Intimacy? by Amanda Baker. Since its establishment in 2016, Yellow Arrow has devoted its efforts to advocate for all women writers through inclusion in the biannual Yellow Arrow Journal as well as single-author publications, and by providing strong author support, writing workshops, and volunteering opportunities. We at Yellow Arrow are excited to continue our mission by supporting Amanda in all her writing and publishing endeavors.

What is Another Word for Intimacy? came to fruition after years of not writing. As a child and teenager, Amanda had a passion for writing that got lost amidst the illusion of glamor in straight As and the molding of oneself to be apologetically pleasing. Who has time for vulnerability, fascination, imagination, and daydreaming when you’re told they get in the way of productivity and accomplishment? How can you access inner deepness if your heart closes? What leads to a closed heart? Without these answers, Amanda was rarely intimate, unless you count psychology books and social parties, where intimacy is diluted by the appetizers, side wall conversations, and free drinks. Amanda’s passion and deep-seated writing did not fully return until her 30s. Now, she writes to fill the void. She writes to create connections. She writes to find true intimacy, believing it is about the vulnerability that comes with being open and honest when connecting to someone else, whether in friendship, companionship, or love.

In What is Another Word for Intimacy? Amanda travels through unexpected moments of intimacy—a pack of fruit mint gum, the inside of a pocket, an old green dress that still fits—only to realize that all exists within oneself. Relationships are a vessel for growth. Relationships are a mirror, reflecting back in us what we believe about ourselves.

Amanda is a mental health therapist, 200-hour yoga instructor, and poet from Baltimore, Maryland. She attended the University of Maryland School of Social Work and James Madison University. She is a mother of her four-year-old son, Dylan, and enjoys time in nature. Amanda has self-published a poetry collection that includes written work from her early teens into her 30s. You may find her book ASK: A Collection of Poetry, Lyrics, and Words on Amazon and Barnes & Noble.

The incredible cover was created in-house by Creative Director Alexa Laharty after a few conversations with Amanda. “Intimacy does not need to be defined in words,” Amanda conveyed in a recent chat, “this cover represents all that we are not able to fully say, understand, or see. It still creates a shared authentic experience. It creates a resonance, a vitality, a life force. Touching palm lines, interlaced fingers, a hug of hands is my favorite! The way energy can be felt from miles and miles away and in a touch, in hand holding.”

Paperback and PDF versions of What is Another Word for Intimacy? are now available from the Yellow Arrow bookstore. If interested in purchasing more than one paperback copy for friends and family, check out our discounted wholesale prices here. You can also search for What is Another Word for Intimacy? wherever you purchase your books including Amazon, Barnes & Noble, and Kobo. To learn more about Amanda and What is Another Word for Intimacy?, check out our recent interview with her.

You can find Amanda on Instagram @amandabakerwrites and connect with Yellow Arrow on Facebook and Instagram, to share some love for this chapbook. We’d love to hear from you.

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Yellow Arrow Publishing is a nonprofit supporting women writers through publication and access to the literary arts. Yellow Arrow recently revamped and restructured its Yellow Arrow Journal subscription plan to include two levels. Do you think you are an Avid Reader or a Literary Lover? Find out more about the discounts and goodies involved at yellowarrowpublishing.com/store/yellow-arrow-journal-subscription.

Kapua Iao 10/4/22 Kapua Iao 10/4/22

Review of The Indomitable Florence Finch: The Untold Story of a War Widow Turned Resistance Fighter and Savior of American POWs by Robert J. Mrazek

Read Charity R. Bartley Howard review of *The Indomitable Florence Finch: The Untold Story of a War Widow Turned Resistance Fighter and Savior of American POWs* by Robert J. Mrazek, published in Yellow Arrow Journal’s Vol. V, No. 3 **(Re)Formation** issue (fall 2020). Information about where to find *The Indomitable Florence Finch* and **(Re)Formation** is below.

By Charity R. Bartley Howard

Florence Ebersole Finch (1915–2016) lived a fascinating and important life. The Indomitable Florence Finch: The Untold Story of a War Widow Turned Resistance Fighter and Savior of American POWs by Robert J. Mrazek is the true telling of the life of a hero many may not have heard of before. Florence Finch saved many American lives (prisoners of war or POWs) in the Philippines during World War II. The Americans were in the country starting in early 1942 to mid to late 1945. Their goal was to help the Filipino campaign against Japanese forces, to stop Japan from occupying the area. Now, with this engaging book, her story is finally being told. Florence was humble during and after the war, and her efforts were not for the sake of glory, but rather what she felt was necessary and right.

This is an exceptionally written biography about an exceptional person. Mrazek worked from personal journals, taped interviews, and other original sources. The information was compiled from the past experiences of an elderly woman who finally explained everything to her family only a few years before she died in 2016 at age 101. Born to a Filipina woman and an American serviceman in 1915, Florence was raised in the Philippines and married an American sailor, Charles Smith. She had worked for the U.S. Army in Manila in 1941 prior to the Japanese invasion of the Philippines; it is there she met her husband. Unfortunately, he would be killed in action in the Philippines in 1942, and she soon found herself a widow within the Japanese-occupied Philippines.

At the start of occupation, Florence had taken a job at the Philippine Liquid Fuel Distribution Union (controlled by the Japanese). For two years, this led her to slyly helping the Philippine resistance against the Japanese in many ways: diverting fuel shipments, falsifying documents, and obtaining supplies for POWs. In 1944, her actions were discovered; Florence was arrested, tortured, tried, and sentenced to three years of imprisonment. She remained in captivity until American troops liberated the Philippines in 1945.

Mrazek’s book does her justice. While at the beginning it might take readers some time to get into the story and stay with it, learning the background is important to knowing the full scope of Florence’s remarkable life and achievements. Readers are given vivid details as well as facts from her time during and before the war, creating a delightful read for those who appreciate history and learning about an unsung hero. Ultimately, this is a story of a remarkable woman all readers can admire. Florence was awarded the American Medal of Freedom in 1947 and was the first woman given the Asiatic-Pacific Campaign Ribbon. In 1995, the Coast Guard (who she worked for after the war) named a building on Sand Island in Hawai'i in her honor. Without her efforts, many family members would have lost their loved ones, making her sacrifices important.

Not all war heroes are on the frontlines or are known to us today. In The Indomitable Florence Finch, readers hear the account of one of these unknown heroes. Mrazek’s account is real without being overly violent, but accurately explains what happened. Readers journey in triumph and sadness, both through her war efforts and through her personal tragedies. It helps us understand what happened before us and the sacrifices people made that allow us to live the way we do today. Knowing about her and how she was selfless sets a good example of how we should care about as well as help others. Pertinent information given our current worldwide situation.

Florence lived an interesting and heart-breaking life, full of incredible bravery. Mrazek does a superb job of interweaving the historical narrative of World War II with Florence Finch’s personal life, into an engaging as well as emotional book. The Indomitable Florence Finch also relates an element of World War II many may not have much knowledge of, but will have a better understanding of, following this dramatic telling of Florence’s experiences. There are many other stories yet to tell of brave women, and men, throughout history. If you are interested in learning more about an unsung woman hero in history, this is a well-told story of Florence Finch’s brave efforts and strengths. It is an emotional story that was needed and done in a wonderful way. This is a must read for everyone.

A PDF of (Re)Formation is available in the Yellow Arrow bookstore or as a paperback or ebook through most online distributors. The Indomitable Florence Finch was published by Hachette Books (2020; 368 pages).

Charity R. Bartley Howard lives in central Indiana with her sons and husband. She enjoys time with them outside, camping and hiking. Her degrees are in English and journalism. There is always a book open in her house as she enjoys reading, and family reading time is important as well. Spare time also means editing as well as writing articles, stories, and poems.

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Yellow Arrow 9/30/22 Yellow Arrow 9/30/22

Her View Friday

single-author publications
single pieces in journals, anthologies, etc.

You can support our authors by reading this blog and their work, sharing their news, and commenting below or on the blog. Congratulations to all the included authors. We are so proud of you!

Every writer has a story to tell and every story is worth telling.

“Betrayal” by Ute Carson from Austin, Texas

Genre: fiction

Name of publisher: Pithead Chapel

Date published: September 2022

Type of publication: online

pitheadchapel.com/betrayal/

“Where Azaleas Grow” by Sara Palmer from Baltimore, Maryland

Genre: poetry

Name of publisher: Pen in Hand Literary Journal

Date published: July 2022

Type of publication: print and online

marylandwriters.org/Pen_in_Hand

Want to learn more about Sara? You can find her on Facebook @sara.palmer.5455 and @sara.p5455.

“The Certain Old Man” by Heather Brown Barrett from Southeastern Virginia

Genre: poetry

Name of publisher: Virtual Verse

Date published: August 31, 2022

Type of publication: online

visualverse.org/submissions/the-certain-old-man/

“Ars Bestia Domitor” and “Trees of Life” also by Heather Brown Barrett from Southeastern Virginia

Genre: poetry

Name of publisher: The Ekphrastic Review

Date published: September 9, 2022 and September 23, 2022

Type of publication: online

ekphrastic.net/the-ekphrastic-challenges/luristan-bronze-ekphrastic-responses

ekphrastic.net/the-ekphrastic-challenges/jo-zider-ekphrastic-challenge-responses

You can find Heather on Instagram @heatherbrownbarrett.

Yellow Arrow (past and present) board, staff, interns, authors, residents, and instructors alike! Got a publication coming out? Let us help celebrate for you in Her View Friday.

Single-author publications: here.

Single pieces: here.

Please read the instructions on each form carefully; we look forward to congratulating you!

*****

Kapua Iao 9/27/22 Kapua Iao 9/27/22

Books, Baltimore, Community: How the Ivy Bookshop Connects with its Community

By Sydney Alexander, August 2022

In early August, I had the pleasure of interviewing Emily Rosen, the Operations Manager at the Ivy Bookshop in Baltimore, Maryland on Falls Road. Our conversation centered around how the Ivy connects with its local community and with Baltimore as a whole. At the Ivy, a lot more goes into the community than just the people buying and selling books. The idea of community is made special by how this bookshop connects readers with other readers in addition to how it connects readers with a variety of worlds through the books it sells.

On a base level, staff are crucial in fostering the sense of community. The Ivy draws upon locals when hiring staff members, with an internship program that often leads to jobs. The Ivy has many partnerships with local schools and youth organizations, drawing kids “from all corners of Baltimore City” who are excited about working with books and about reading. Of course, Ivy staff members bring more than just a pair of willing hands to the table. These workers also have niche interests that they can share with Baltimore’s readers: everything from gardening and nature to speculative fiction and thrillers. These special interests make for personal connections that tie bookstore workers and bookstore patrons together, adding a personal touch that makes the Ivy its own special place.

What is more, the Ivy has made a dedicated effort to bring in younger folks. Whereas this bookshop once primarily catered to families and older folks, newer partnerships have connected this bookshop with younger readers and students, which has led to an evolution of the store itself. It is important, Emily emphasized, to have younger staff who can connect with a younger demographic of readers. Younger staff on board at the Ivy has led to a greater diversity in what the Ivy stocks on its shelves, as these staff members can best draw upon and cater to the interests of young people. The mystery and Sci-Fi sections of the store have swelled. There is also a large interest in poetry; not only does the Ivy strive to connect with local poets, but staff members are poets themselves, which has led to an overflowing poetry section to match.

The Ivy’s shelves not only reflect community interests, but also the Ivy’s location. In 2020, the Ivy moved to a new home within city borders—a multistory building situated on a large property overflowing with foliage, with more space inside and out. The Ivy has made good use of its large backyard and its outdoor patio. At the height of the COVID pandemic, all programming was held outside, from author events to art camps and to yoga classes. Last March, Yellow Arrow even collaborated with the Ivy to hold a reading from poet Patti Ross’ new chapbook St. Paul Street Provocations. A story walk set up in the backyard allows younger readers to follow a winding path of words and stories intertwined with nature. What is more, the gardening and nature section of the store has grown, which reflects the Ivy’s mission to “bring the outside in,” as Emily put it.

When I asked Emily to describe the Ivy’s space, she described it as “light, airy, clean,” a space that felt like welcoming open arms. Lots of natural light illuminates floor-to-ceiling cream-colored shelves and walkways that loop through the shop. Little cards with book recommendations, “shelf talkers,” highlight staff picks and favorites. No longer stymied by the small space of their old location, the Ivy now has an open space for Baltimoreans, from children to adults, to explore, browse, and get lost in.

The Ivy also strives to amplify and share the voices of local authors and writers. Many of its events are community-based, and the Ivy prioritizes bringing together local authors with the people in their community. Most often, these are Baltimore writers and Baltimore readers, a combination that contributes to the Ivy’s identity as a uniquely Baltimore bookshop.

In all, the Ivy is a place where “everyone is on the same page” and where “lots of people meld [and] are united by a general love for books and community.” It only makes sense that this bookshop has become such a beloved and important place in Baltimore’s literary scene. It was delightful getting to know Emily and learning more about how the Ivy operates. When exploring new cities, I always love to check out the bookstore scene, and this interview offered me the opportunity to not only learn more about bookstores, but it also offered me a deeper look into the Charm City community.

On September 30, join Yellow Arrow and Bird in Hand Cafe, the Ivy’s sister store, for the book launch of when the daffodils die, the debut chapbook of Darah Schillinger. Let us know that you plan to attend here. Thank you for supporting independent publishing.

Sydney Alexander is a rising sophomore at Middlebury College in Vermont studying English and Geography. She grew up in Ellicott City, Maryland, but enjoys the fact that she has lived all over the country, including North Carolina, California, and Wisconsin. Her work has been published online in Hunger Mountain Review.

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Kapua Iao 9/20/22 Kapua Iao 9/20/22

Poetry is Not Just for Stuffy Old White Men

By Veronica Salib, written June 2022

Growing up, I spent a lot of time with my nose in a book. I was an awkward sort of kid who didn’t quite fit into my own body and books were a great way to escape that. They were a way to live all the lives I couldn’t quite get my hands on. As I grew into my own body in high school, I let go of that love of reading. I was busier with makeup, school dances, cheer practice, and unrequited love.

In my freshman year of high school, one of my teachers had us all celebrate Poem in Your Pocket Day (April 29). We were meant to each bring in our favorite—or just a poem—and share it with the class. Frankly, I dreaded this. Not only did I have anxiety around public speaking, but what was I going to bring. I didn’t have a favorite poem. I didn’t even have an OK-it-doesn’t-suck-that-bad poem.

I ended up picking a poem that I found posted anonymously online. It was cheesy, rhymed, and all of six lines long but that’s beside the point. That day I heard kinds of poetry that I had never heard before. Lines that perfectly described how I was feeling. People had put words to the emotions I could never quite explain.

Up until that point, I was never a fan of poetry. Poetry to me was written by stuffy old white guys who had no idea what it was like living as a 15-year-old Egyptian girl in a school of mostly white kids.

Now I won’t lie to you; it wasn’t until a year later that I fell in love with poetry. That same teacher introduced me to a spoken word poet named Sarah Kay, who absolutely captivated me. I watched every single one of her videos and every Ted Talk. I bought every poetry book she had written. I spent hours on end going through the recommended videos on her YouTube page.

What I learned was poetry isn’t just for old stuffy white guys.

Who would’ve thought?

Poetry is for women who didn’t quite feel comfortable in their skin. Poetry is for men who are struggling with their sexuality. Poetry is for people of color who had to come to terms with the microaggressions they would face daily. Poetry is for people falling in love and healing from the scars that love tends to leave behind.

Poetry is for mothers struggling to raise their sons to be good men and fathers who are amazed at their daughters’ minds. Poetry is for the angry loved ones left behind when someone passes, and that same loved one 10 years down the line when the wounds have scabbed over. And, believe it or not, poetry is for 15 (now 23) year-old Egyptian girls living in a world dominated by old white men.

Late in college, I began to write consistently for the first time. I was always one to scribble thoughts, but as soon as things got difficult, I shut down, put the notebook away, and hid. When my life got hard, and there was no hiding from the ugly, I decided to lean into it. To journal all the terrible feelings and work through them instead of working around them.

The newfound appreciation for writing returned my love of reading. This time it was slightly different. Instead of reading to escape my life, I ended up reading books about my life. I found authors who wrote about similar experiences to mine and how they grew in the direction of the sun rather than towards the roots from which they came. The comfort I found in the words of a stranger just fueled my own writing more.

When I started to go to therapy and unpack all the issues I had stuffed into a neat little gift-wrapped box, writing became my safe space. The things it was hard to say aloud went down on the paper. It was easy to look at these journal entries, poems, and notes in the margin and identify my feelings. It was like writing them out took me out of the situation and let me acknowledge the hurt I felt and the progress I had made.

Writing is what helped me quit my job. And I know that doesn’t sound like a great thing, but I promise you it is. I worked a job that I thought was an excellent fit for me, it had its downsides like every job did, but if it weren’t for my writing, I would have never realized how exhausting it was to pretend to love something that was sucking the life out of me. It helped me acknowledge my greatest loves to date, reading and writing.

It wasn’t until I skimmed through all my journal entries that I decided to make my major career switch from medicine to publishing. Don’t get me wrong; it was not an overnight decision. I’m nothing if not an anxiety-ridden, pro-con list writing, research-doing neurotic freak. But it was the spark that lit the fire.

And when I did leave my job, made the major career switch, and was met with rejection after rejection, disappointment after disappointment, it was writing that kept me sane. I acknowledged the struggles that I faced, the anger, the fatigue, the outright depression. And still, it was the writing that always made me come back; it was realizing how much I enjoyed my little short stories, how excited I got when a friend asked me to edit their paper, and how I could write pages and pages about lines in a book or poem that resonated with me.

If you asked me today, I wouldn’t say I’m a fantastic writer or poet by any means, but it is a massive part of my life. If you asked me, I would say I write for the girl who was too awkward to go out and live her own adventures. I write for the girl who used to hate poetry. I write for the girl too caught up in the boy who didn’t love her back. I write for the girl who thought poetry was for stuffy old white men. I write for the 15-year-old Egyptian girl in a school of mostly white kids.

I write for the girl who hid from the difficult things. I write for the girl who was brave enough to admit she needed help. I write for the girl unpacking her neat little gift box. I write for the girl who was too clouded by the plan she laid out for herself to realize it was killing her. I write for the girl who quit her job and dealt with all the discomfort of being in limbo. But most of all, I write for the girl I am now. The girl who has finally gotten her foot in the door, has finally begun to let go of the father who hurt her, finally started to listen to her internal dialogue, and the girl who has finally begun to embrace all the things that bring her joy.

Veronica Salib was the summer publications intern at Yellow Arrow Publishing and is currently an editorial associate. She works as an assistant editor for a healthcare media company. Veronica graduated from the University of Maryland in 2021 and hopes to return to school and obtain a master’s in publishing.

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Kapua Iao 9/13/22 Kapua Iao 9/13/22

Let Intimacy Bloom: A Conversation with Amanda Baker

I want transformation,

But not transformed.

Blooming

But not bloomed.

[ . . . ]

Because done is an ending

And I’m never finished.

“Let Me Bloom”

Imagine a young girl about seven years of age, locks hanging loose over her keyboard, as she creates lyrics for the electronic beats pulsing from her palms to her pen to the page. This is the start, the heart, of Yellow Arrow Publishing’s final chapbook author, Amanda Baker’s, poetry. This proclivity towards melodic expression gave breath to her writing from an early age and ultimately resulted in the formation of her forthcoming chapbook What is Another Word for Intimacy?

What is Another Word for Intimacy? is now available for PRERELEASE (click here for wholesale prices) and will be released October 11, 2022. Follow Yellow Arrow on Facebook and Instagram for Friday sneak peeks into What is Another Word for Intimacy? The incredible cover was created in-house by Creative Director Alexa Laharty after a few conversations with Amanda. “Intimacy does not need to be defined in words,” Amanda conveyed in a recent chat, “though it is helpful. Connection does not need to be explained in metaphors, though it is helpful. An emotion does not need to be seen or read on a page, though it is helpful. This cover represents all that we are not able to fully say, understand, or see. It still creates a shared authentic experience. It creates a resonance, a vitality, a life force. Touching palm lines, interlaced fingers, a hug of hands is my favorite! The way energy can be felt from miles and miles away and in a touch, in hand holding.”

After a day of work as a mental health therapist and time spent with her son before his bedtime, Amanda met with Melissa Nunez, Yellow Arrow author and interviewer extraordinaire, over Zoom to discuss the evolution of her poetic voice and the intimacy of writing and personal connection that ties her newest collection together.

A question that is commonly asked of writers is when they started writing. I find it very compelling that you were very open to and about your poetry from a young age (Amanda’s first collection ASK: A Collection of Poetry, Lyrics, and Words spans more than a decade of writing beginning from age 14). What did you gain from the experience of publishing work from when you were young?

It was so fascinating to go back and read through my old journals. I have always recalled that kind of writing coming naturally to me. I never learned to play the piano or read music as a child, but I would pretend with the programmed beats on my keyboard, and words started to come naturally with the melody. I used to say I write lyrics, not necessarily poetry, because there tends to be that cadence or melody in my head accompanying the words. I don’t always do that now as it has kind of transformed into other ways of writing my poetry. Going back through my journals as an adult and reading what I had written and saved (mostly from ages 13 and on) allowed me to see that core self that never really changed and still exists within me. It also revealed ways that I had changed and maybe had gotten a little disconnected from myself. It is so valuable to go back and see things that are still so true to me—values I’m so passionate about, that vision and creativity still flowing. It inspired and motivated me to get back into writing more regularly.

What would you say is the biggest difference between the creation of your two collections, ASK and Intimacy?

Maturity and growth. I have come into my own regarding relationships, whether that is partnership, a marriage, or friendship, and navigating things that block that desired level of intimacy. From a young age I thought intimacy was or meant only one thing, and this new collection is about finding the truth of intimacy. These poems, for me, are that desire to understand it, know it, feel it, and be in it, and have others really be open to that same curiosity. My first collection was more about seeing changes over time, not necessarily with a specific theme, but what I think links them together is asking questions. The deeper we go, the more that we ask, the more we can expand our minds and hold other perspectives.

What is your personal definition of intimacy?

The vulnerability that comes with being open and honest within a connection with someone. I teach yoga, and within yoga comes union of the mind, the body, and the spirit. I feel like taking that union and alignment and having that with another person is the goal of intimacy. It doesn’t necessarily mean that you are an exact match within those three elements within each other, but there needs to be that same openness and acceptance. When you really get to know someone on a close level and let go of the defenses that can come out naturally in a relationship, an openness and consciousness can be built between two people when you truly see each other for who you are.

Why do you think intimacy is so important in writing?

Writing can essentially be the vessel for intimacy. I recently watched a TED Talk by Ethan Hawke called Give Yourself Permission to be Creative and he shared something that really resonated with me. He said that in order to express yourself you need to know yourself, and in order to know yourself you need to know what you love. Love and intimacy are interconnected in so many ways. If we really want to express our truth through writing, then we need to be curious and go inwards to know ourselves and to love ourselves as well. Intimacy exists in writing and reading someone’s work. You develop a relationship through the words that are shared, through that connection.

I would love you in all ways / in all languages / in glances

[ . . . ]

L O V E in a shared space / does not need language at all.

“My Love Language Must Be.”

There are many creative expressions and descriptions of love in your work. What would you want your audience to learn about love?

Two things come to mind. The first is that love is universal. I love that about love. Wherever you are, whatever country you come from, at our core—we all want love. We want to feel love and to be loved. It doesn’t need a language because it exists in all languages, it is shared everywhere if you are willing to be open to it and feel it. The second is that love exists inside you. In order to be intimate with someone else, you have to first be intimate with yourself. That opens up that level of intimacy or the multiple forms of love that can manifest in different ways with different people.

There is a strong message of healing in your poetry. How is writing healing for you?

It is so healing. I write almost every day now and it is energizing. When I’m writing, I am learning something about myself. Sometimes I start writing and don’t even know where it is going to end up. I’ll have an idea and it flows into something different, something unexpected. I think that can be a signal of healing and growth. Self-expression also helps us release things that can be debilitating or defeating, feelings that when held inside create more stress and tension. Those doubts or insecurities that naturally exist in all of us. I hope that people can see that healing over time through my writing. In my first collection, and even these poems that might not be chronologically ordered, you can see how my beliefs about things have changed, how I am now more flexible (as opposed to rigid), more open to other opinions (as opposed to being opinionated). Writing is such a big part of my coming to that place.

I love the message that writing can be healing for anyone at any age or stage. What advice would you have for those who have never tried or have felt intimidated by writing?

I think the biggest takeaway is to not stop even when there is perceived criticism. There may be those who think their way is the only way, others who categorize good writers and better writers, but it is important to realize that if you choose to share your writing it will find the people it resonates with. Your voice matters and taking the time to experiment with how you want your voice to come out is vital. Someone may start writing and find that it is not for them, and then they may start singing. [That’s] beautiful. [I encourage anyone to] continue to pursue some level of expression that aligns with you. If you find that it is writing, keep writing. One word can be a poem. Who is to say that it’s not? That’s the magic and the beauty of it. There is no right or wrong way.

How did you connect with Yellow Arrow Publishing?

I have felt a divine timing in my writing journey with so many things lining up in just the right way to get me where I am. In opening my old journals and feeling that inspired impulse to share them. Connecting with Yellow Arrow was another one. I am a therapist full time, and a colleague of mind has a friend who led me to Yellow Arrow. She mentioned I should chat with them as an opportunity to find new information for my writing. I met up with her friend and she directed me to [Yellow Arrow’s] Instagram. Literally two days later they posted their open call for submissions. It felt like a sign that I had to do this. Baltimore is my home city and their mission to empower female writers and poets drew me in. I have since attended some of their writing workshops and connected with some of the other writers within their community, and it has all seemed to just fall into place.

Do you think your profession as therapist plays into the development of your writer voice?

Absolutely. I bring a lot of mental health themes into my writing (a third collection inspired by these themes is in the works). The more that I write, the more I have embraced using that as a tool or intervention with my clients. I encourage them to express themselves in various ways, one of them being writing. I am very open about my own struggles with anxiety, depressive symptoms, and the impact of trauma (a professional label for this is a therapist with lived experiences). I include this in my writing because it is authentic to me and a way to heal, but it is also a model for other people who may be coming to see someone like myself. It shows them they are not alone, and that this is not a fix-all. This is a process I am guiding you through to be closer to and better know yourself. Writing is one path that has worked for me. Let’s find what works for you.

Now everywhere I go . . . I leave a little bit of your residue.

It fades as a broken record memory

where I can’t remember if the flavor was peppermint or sugar sweet.

“The Fruit Mint Gum Variety Pack.”

Do you have a favorite poem from the collection, one that encapsulates the core of your work?

“The Fruit Mint Gum Variety Pack” stands out for me. It is so metaphorical and relatable to other people. That thinking that something—whether a person or some connection or event—is going to dissolve and you’re not going to remember it, but the taste is just there. I also think of, “I say you can love more than one person.” Those two are my favorites.

I was intrigued by the dialogue about our memory selves or perceived selves that plays out in some of your poems. How do you approach the writing of memory while embracing the inherent perspective bias and inconsistencies?

What we remember is based on our beliefs, our history, and our views of the world. I write what is true to my memory while remaining aware others may not remember or recall things in the same way. It’s about bringing that awareness to other people while recognizing our recollections of events are not static. When it comes to intimacy, our way of seeing self tends to be more negative. That can interfere with the connections we make. When somebody sees us in a way we don’t, it can be hard to believe. That creates potential for repelling or pulling away from the intimacy as opposed to opening up to it. We [may] accept that there are other—at times more positive—ways of seeing ourselves and be open to those outside points of view. We [may] be open to integrating them with our own perspectives.

The hunger

The craving

The style

The smile. Always a smile.

I’d be always a

S M I L E.

“If they see the way they say they see me . . . then I’d be . . .”

You can read more of Amanda’s words on love and connection in her second poetry collection What is Another Word for Intimacy? Please show your support of Amanda by preordering your copy today.

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AMANDA BAKER

“A coda: Your relationship between you and you is the most important.” What is Another Word for Intimacy?

~ Those words of poetry / you said to me / I think you need to turn them around and say them to yourself / and when you’re ready / when you actually believe them / when you love yourself enough / to be the poem / then you’ll be ready for me ~

DIANN LEO-OMINE

“The Hawk,” Yellow Arrow Journal Vol. VII, No. 2 PEREGRINE

~ For once in my life, there was no need for language. I will see the place I am from. I will feel the place I am from. I will arrive. ~

DARAH SCHILLINGER

“the daffodils die,” when the daffodils die

~ what a devastating way to fall in love. ~

NIKITA RIMAL SHARMA

“The most beautiful garden,” The most beautiful garden

~ Or maybe she has morphed into

a fragrant bush of roses—

enamored by beauty,

guarded by thorns. ~

KAY SMITH-BLUM

“On Edge,” Yellow Arrow Journal Vol. VII, No. 1 UpSpring

~ A new foundation will be required. One that rests on individual needs rather than the whole. One that has space for new dreams. The sun casts its sinking spell. The breach shrinks in its glow. ~

Jackie Alvarez-Hernandez, publications intern

Lives in Frederick, Maryland

Where do you go to school? Currently, I’m attending Loyola University Maryland, in Baltimore. I will be graduating soon by the end of the fall semester this year. I’m pretty excited!

What are you currently working on? I’m mainly focused on studying and getting through my classes to graduate. Other than that, I am trying to work on some short stories that are a mix of horror and adventure for young adults. Not sure when I’ll consider them complete, though.

Beck Snyder, program management intern

Lives in Towson, Maryland

What do you do? I work primarily on the social media aspect, creating graphics and posts to promote events, but I also help with voting on submissions and copyediting for the upcoming journal and write blog posts.

Where do you go to school? I go to school at Towson University, and I’m currently in the first semester of my senior year! I’ll be graduating in the spring of 2023, provided everything goes to plan.

What are you currently working on? I am mainly focused on getting through my senior year of college, but I’ve also been working on putting together my first novel!

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